I came across this while doing my devotions the other day,

Noah didn't wait for his ark, he built it!

Come to think of it, this saying is so true. In many times, I waited for my circumstances to change by just praying and without action. How I have regretted my childish actions for taking things for granted, dreams that won't even come true if no action is being taken. If Joseph didn't work his way through, will he be 'somebody'. Sadly, the answer is 'no'.

I am in the position of pursuing God right now, but at times I just feel like giving up when negativity comes in. Well, it is when I fall that I pick myself up again and grow stronger isn't it?

I guess its also time for me to grow stronger and take action for my faith to work.

I wanna slow down time when I am happy.

I wanna fast forward time when I am sad.

I wanna spend my life with someone I love.

I wanna cherish every moment I have with God and family.

I wanna stop worrying.

I wanna start making a difference.

I wanna change myself for the better.

I wanna meet my someone.

I wanna be embraced by God again.

I wanna stop time when I can't carry it anymore.

I wanna be equipped.

I wanna make God proud of me.

I wanna stop caring about what people think about me.

I wanna stop having discouraging thoughts.

I wanna forget hurts.

I wanna please God.

I wanna excel.

I wanna have someone to guide me and listen to me and complement me.

I wanna live a life not complacent.

I wanna declare from my rooftops that Jesus reigns!

I wanna make a change!

The change is me, the change is now.

I am tired.

If God can bring you to it, He can bring you through it!!!~~

You know how Good God is?

GOD'S GREATNESS IS INDEED BEYOND MEASURE

Some of you must be thinking, why do I talk about God so much in my blog?
Well, the answer is very simple. He is my everything, the centre of my everything. Without Him, I am indeed nothing than a pile of dirt, I believe in my God through the good times that He has brought me through and I believe that being with Him will only bring me through greater storms and success.

There's a saying,

If God can bring me to it, He can bring me through it!

All I need to do is just to put myself together as a strong person and let Him enter my life completely without holding back a thing.

1. Letting go everything, hurts, past, unforgiveness is a must to be filled with the presence of God. How can we hold resentment and receive from God at the same time.

2. Acknowledge God's power and greatness in your life. God has indeed been faithful to me all the time but yet I still sin agaisnt Him sometimes through disobedience. It's a process that I have to go through to completely be Obedient to God. Yet, every challenge that I face makes me a stronger man!!!

3. Complete trust in God.

God I acknowledge your tangible presence here today and I want you so much that I am willing to let go of everything in my life just to be with you.

Love you Dad!~

Memang andalah segala-galanya dalam hidupku, Tiada yang seperti Tuhan ku yang memberikan perlindungan dan hidup yang abadi kepadaku. Siapakah saya tanpa tuhan Yesus yang bagaikan Kota Perlindungan dalam hidup ku.

Dalam saat-saat in, andalah segala-galanya yang kuperlukan kerana tiada orang lain yang dapat memberikan perlindungan kepada saya selain dari kamu. Saya perlu MU YESUS!! SAYA CINTA ANDA!!!

Friends? Nah...not really..

Had a very unproductive day! Sighhhhhhh..................was planning to finish 3 chapters in all but only managed to finish one! Blah.

Well...besides being unproductive, my day was alright. Spent so much time with my uni mates. Oh oh....and I had this friend who dragged me along into this photo taking machine and we ended up taking photos, and having them edited till the point of non-recognition. Hahaha...was my first time. Really had so much time with them. Come to think of it, I have not been having so much fun myself, maybe I have been thinking about others too much? Time to let go of people and start guarding my heart...I guess.

Why did I just say that? Well, sometimes we tend to place high expectations in people and when they let us down, we get more frustrated and dissapointed don't we? How bout God? God has placed so much trust and love in us but we still let Him down so often. How do you think He feels?

Okok, think about this. I had this friend that I would consider being close to, if anything happen to him/her, I would definitely rush out of my place immediately just to help him/her(let's call the friend X). So when there are no issues, we continue fooling, talking, and sharing problems. However, one day when I needed so much help, this friend stopped answering my calls and returning calls. Why was my dissapointment and frustration more compared to a normal friend letting me down. The ANSWER is simple, you place higher expectations in certain people that when they let you down, you feel betrayed and isolated.

Hey friends, if that is how you feel sometimes, you are not alone. So how do I handle such issues?

1. Look to God!

2. Place your trust in God.

3. Learn to guard your heart.

4. Let go of people who has hurt you.

5. Move on and start investing in other friendships!

So yeah! Move on....am sure that X friend of yours doesn't care bout your life! So why be hurt and rejected?

Jesus loves you no matter what. ;)

Hey people!

It has been quite some time since I last blogged eh. Well, I have been busy with assignments which caused me to be sleep deprived. My eye-bags were really big the other day. Haha...soo yeah. So what has been happening to me lately? Nothing much I guess, what can happen in a student's life?

But I really do miss having good people around me. Two of my best friends just left back home recently and my sister about 1.5 months ago. Wahlau...the impact is surely there...but I am just happy that God has been good to me through out this time of trial and time of transition. He has been there with me through thick or thin situations. I just love how GOOD GOD can be regardless of how rebellious I am sometimes.

Love you Jesus.