I am so tired of running the race. The race of life, being stuck between studies, family & friends, and ministry. I feel like letting go of things, I thought I was very strong but now I feel weak. I am just...me after all.

I thought I am a man but nope, I am not. I am still searching for the sole purpose of life given to me by God. I want a life filled with expectations and dreams. But not my dreams, Godly dreams.

I hate winters, gloomy skies make me depressed thinking the Home I have left. Yes, there is political instability, and yes, it's not safe there like it use to be but I refuse to let go my hopes for my nation.

I want to see people reaching out to God in my nation, I want to see my nation strive, and I want to see families coming together as one.

God hear my heartbeat please, feel my heartbeat...this is all I ask...