I came across this while doing my devotions the other day,

Noah didn't wait for his ark, he built it!

Come to think of it, this saying is so true. In many times, I waited for my circumstances to change by just praying and without action. How I have regretted my childish actions for taking things for granted, dreams that won't even come true if no action is being taken. If Joseph didn't work his way through, will he be 'somebody'. Sadly, the answer is 'no'.

I am in the position of pursuing God right now, but at times I just feel like giving up when negativity comes in. Well, it is when I fall that I pick myself up again and grow stronger isn't it?

I guess its also time for me to grow stronger and take action for my faith to work.

I wanna slow down time when I am happy.

I wanna fast forward time when I am sad.

I wanna spend my life with someone I love.

I wanna cherish every moment I have with God and family.

I wanna stop worrying.

I wanna start making a difference.

I wanna change myself for the better.

I wanna meet my someone.

I wanna be embraced by God again.

I wanna stop time when I can't carry it anymore.

I wanna be equipped.

I wanna make God proud of me.

I wanna stop caring about what people think about me.

I wanna stop having discouraging thoughts.

I wanna forget hurts.

I wanna please God.

I wanna excel.

I wanna have someone to guide me and listen to me and complement me.

I wanna live a life not complacent.

I wanna declare from my rooftops that Jesus reigns!

I wanna make a change!

The change is me, the change is now.

I am tired.

If God can bring you to it, He can bring you through it!!!~~

You know how Good God is?

GOD'S GREATNESS IS INDEED BEYOND MEASURE

Some of you must be thinking, why do I talk about God so much in my blog?
Well, the answer is very simple. He is my everything, the centre of my everything. Without Him, I am indeed nothing than a pile of dirt, I believe in my God through the good times that He has brought me through and I believe that being with Him will only bring me through greater storms and success.

There's a saying,

If God can bring me to it, He can bring me through it!

All I need to do is just to put myself together as a strong person and let Him enter my life completely without holding back a thing.

1. Letting go everything, hurts, past, unforgiveness is a must to be filled with the presence of God. How can we hold resentment and receive from God at the same time.

2. Acknowledge God's power and greatness in your life. God has indeed been faithful to me all the time but yet I still sin agaisnt Him sometimes through disobedience. It's a process that I have to go through to completely be Obedient to God. Yet, every challenge that I face makes me a stronger man!!!

3. Complete trust in God.

God I acknowledge your tangible presence here today and I want you so much that I am willing to let go of everything in my life just to be with you.

Love you Dad!~

Memang andalah segala-galanya dalam hidupku, Tiada yang seperti Tuhan ku yang memberikan perlindungan dan hidup yang abadi kepadaku. Siapakah saya tanpa tuhan Yesus yang bagaikan Kota Perlindungan dalam hidup ku.

Dalam saat-saat in, andalah segala-galanya yang kuperlukan kerana tiada orang lain yang dapat memberikan perlindungan kepada saya selain dari kamu. Saya perlu MU YESUS!! SAYA CINTA ANDA!!!

Friends? Nah...not really..

Had a very unproductive day! Sighhhhhhh..................was planning to finish 3 chapters in all but only managed to finish one! Blah.

Well...besides being unproductive, my day was alright. Spent so much time with my uni mates. Oh oh....and I had this friend who dragged me along into this photo taking machine and we ended up taking photos, and having them edited till the point of non-recognition. Hahaha...was my first time. Really had so much time with them. Come to think of it, I have not been having so much fun myself, maybe I have been thinking about others too much? Time to let go of people and start guarding my heart...I guess.

Why did I just say that? Well, sometimes we tend to place high expectations in people and when they let us down, we get more frustrated and dissapointed don't we? How bout God? God has placed so much trust and love in us but we still let Him down so often. How do you think He feels?

Okok, think about this. I had this friend that I would consider being close to, if anything happen to him/her, I would definitely rush out of my place immediately just to help him/her(let's call the friend X). So when there are no issues, we continue fooling, talking, and sharing problems. However, one day when I needed so much help, this friend stopped answering my calls and returning calls. Why was my dissapointment and frustration more compared to a normal friend letting me down. The ANSWER is simple, you place higher expectations in certain people that when they let you down, you feel betrayed and isolated.

Hey friends, if that is how you feel sometimes, you are not alone. So how do I handle such issues?

1. Look to God!

2. Place your trust in God.

3. Learn to guard your heart.

4. Let go of people who has hurt you.

5. Move on and start investing in other friendships!

So yeah! Move on....am sure that X friend of yours doesn't care bout your life! So why be hurt and rejected?

Jesus loves you no matter what. ;)

Hey people!

It has been quite some time since I last blogged eh. Well, I have been busy with assignments which caused me to be sleep deprived. My eye-bags were really big the other day. Haha...soo yeah. So what has been happening to me lately? Nothing much I guess, what can happen in a student's life?

But I really do miss having good people around me. Two of my best friends just left back home recently and my sister about 1.5 months ago. Wahlau...the impact is surely there...but I am just happy that God has been good to me through out this time of trial and time of transition. He has been there with me through thick or thin situations. I just love how GOOD GOD can be regardless of how rebellious I am sometimes.

Love you Jesus.

Yesus kurindumu,

Siapakah aku, yang kamu sanggup disalib and diseksa bagiku. Paku yang menusuk anda pasti sungguh sakit. Namun, kamu tetap sama, kamu sanggup berkorban demiku, kamu telah mengenaliku sebelum aku kenal mu.

Kamu tetap cinta aku yang abadi, segala hormat dan cinta saya, ambillah...kerana kamu adalah cintaku yang pertama dan hanya kamu yang memahami saya dengan ikhlas.

Anak/Sahabat/Adik yang merinduimu.

W.W

MY GOD IS BIG

Life is filled with surprises I would say. Sometimes fun and yet sometimes unpleasant ones. I would say I am going through an unpleasant one right now. I am going through a storm...oh boy! How am I going to face it...???

However, let's take a look from the bright side. Hmm....how do I find light in the storm? It's in your heart and you are the light! Yes, life can be unpleasant sometimes but it really depends on the perspective of how we look at things. For me, going through tough and difficult times is a time for me to revaluate my relationship with God and start drawing closer to Him if i have slacked off.. I realize that in storms, I learn more and start growing faster.

Sometimes I worry, over little things in life. But after worrying what do I get? MORE WORRIES.

Sometimes I face problems, hate them...but what should I do? Pray more!

Well, I gues it's time for me to start telling the problem how BIG MY GOD IS, and not thinking bout how big my problem is...

GOD BLESS!

Am doing an assignment right now...its 1750 words long......
I am trying so hard to find facts and add in my knowledge into the essay but I guess my brain ain't functioning properly right now due to the circumstances that I am facing in life right now.

Hmm. I guess the bitter part of it is, I have an assignment due and 2 test on Week 6!

Gosh..-______-
Lord! Give me the concentration when I am weak, guide me, help me, teach me and walk with me!

My Life

Had another day filled with lectures again. Am so tired now but I decided to blog instead. Just got back from 4 hours straight of lectures and a 2 hours demonstration class.

Was walking back when I started reflecting upon my life. The life that I sometimes feel ashame of, proud of, contented with, or uncontented with. Was sharing an offering message the other day bout how offering is not only about giving our finances to God but to give everything. Yes! When I say everything, it means EVERYTHING. Are you afraid?

Let me show you the complete picture. How many times in life have I doubted God by holding back on things such as finances, difficult situations, studies, and ministry. But yet, I am still being constantly reminded of God's faithfulness towards me..through Good times or Bad times. You see, when we commit our lives to Jesus, our lives won't be ours anymore, it will be completely His. So why do we worry at times at simple things such as who is going to clean the house...etc. etc.

I have to say, I worry over little things sometimes. Mind you, I am human too eh? So yes I worry, but the biggest mistake I make when I worry is entertaining those thoughts. I hate them.
HATE THEM.

That's why everyday that I live is an act of faith by putting my complete trust in Him knowing that I will excel in every area of my life. I live by faith and wisdom that God has planted in my Heart.

And that is why I would like to make a public declaration that MY LIFE IS COMPLETELY YOURS JESUS!

Expressing My Love For God Through Photos.

Love the sky, especially in Malaysia, love driving in highways and looking up into the sky, reminding myself,"one day, one day I will be up there with God, holding His hand and talking to Him, telling how much I love HIM."

Fog covering the area, like how God's love overflow my heart everyday of my life!

Another shot which reminds me how God has created this place.

Hibiscus, my nation's national flower.

I am so tired of running the race. The race of life, being stuck between studies, family & friends, and ministry. I feel like letting go of things, I thought I was very strong but now I feel weak. I am just...me after all.

I thought I am a man but nope, I am not. I am still searching for the sole purpose of life given to me by God. I want a life filled with expectations and dreams. But not my dreams, Godly dreams.

I hate winters, gloomy skies make me depressed thinking the Home I have left. Yes, there is political instability, and yes, it's not safe there like it use to be but I refuse to let go my hopes for my nation.

I want to see people reaching out to God in my nation, I want to see my nation strive, and I want to see families coming together as one.

God hear my heartbeat please, feel my heartbeat...this is all I ask...

I woke up around 9.50 this morning to the sound of driplets of rain. Somehow I like rain because it gives me somekind of peace and it also brings me back some memories. Like how I use to run in the rain during high school days with a bunch of good friends that I no longer keep in touch with. Hmm...along the way..I wonder what happened to this bunch of friends. Where are they? It's not my fault that I lost touch with them..at least I have taken every effort to do so.



People, how can I describe the term "people" in my life...I guess I can summed it up by saying people come and people go in my life but some stay. I hate seeing my friends leaving me at times but I guess people will go but the memories we shared together remains forever with us.

So yeah, why do I love people?? I guess it's because some people have played a really significant role in my life and now it's my turn to keep the cycle going by treating others better!

Simple Thought

So...I attended another pioneer meeting today on a rainy Friday night. Was really fun and exciting connecting with my Urbs..especially getting to know a few of the individuals better. Learnt quite a number of things today like making calls and stuff. Besides, the meeting was really encouraging as different members from different groups shared their testimonies of their first Ul. So yeah! It was really encouraging as testimonies are meant to glorify God and also to encourage our brothers/sisters.

But yeah coming back to new people, I am really excited for my next Ul as we have quite a number of New People to call and bring for Ul. And I am getting really to know my leader and friends better. I guess the saying in Malay,"tak kenal maka tak cinta" is really true. How can we love someone we don't even know? Haha...this applies to our God as well. How can we love our God so much if we don't even know Him and give Him a chance to enter our life. I wonder sometimes, why do I love God so much?...I guess the definite answer to this is through the time I spent with God..the walks I take...the devotions I do with Him...

So yeah! If you want to know someone...I reckon you got to spend more time with him/her.

And not only that, we should give everyone a chance to enter our life as Jesus didn't give up on us at all!

New Year

Weng Wai wants to blog about so many things but so many things can't be described in words. Oh well, I am back in Melbourne and I am in 2009 already! So many things are about to happen and with people I care about to leave my life soon, I believe that a new journey will begin for me and I guess more new people will come into my life yeah? Haha.

So what have I been doing for the last 2 or 3 months. To tell you the truth, I have been doing so many things and I had one of the most fruitful holidays I would say. I did my first internship with Deloitte and it was a really really good experience which I don't think I will forget.

Besides, I have been eating for quite a lil. I had all different kind of food in Malaysia, mainly Chinese food to Indian food. Yeah! Indian food...had lots of them for my lunch break. Caused me so much heatiness that I was down with fever, sore throat, and cough. Thank God I had 2 days of MC! Hahaha.

Feels so weird being in Melbourne this year knowing that I will have to go through this year by myself just with God. Besides, before coming to Melbourne for my first year, I always thought that the grass was greener on the other side. But I highly doubt so now. Yes, no doubt the air and all is better here, but I guess I just miss Malaysia. Mamaks, cheap food, family, friends and the soil of Malaysia are the main things that I miss most.

Sometimes I wonder, why do people leave Malaysia? What happens to the people who are left behind?

Hmm....anyways, I just had gelati with sis and Theresa..haha...gelati is the only thing I miss from Melbourne. My tummy is so satisfied now.

Anyways, I reckon I should go to bed now. Will blog more. Cheers!